I think this is a really good idea. Enjoying meat but with a conscience is the kind of thinking I can get behind. I know someone who does exactly this. She grew up living next to a farm, and had the opportunity to meet the farmer, see how he dealt with his animals, and buy meat and eggs directly from him. It made an impression, because now she wont eat meat unless it's ethically farmed. It will be harder to do in the city, I imagine, but good for you for taking on that challenge!