Well when I say try not to I don't mean I'm actually doing it, I'm just saying sometimes I wish I could. It would be really easy to just not care and go wild, but I don't want to do that. If there was a poll option that said, "I'm considering edge but don't know if I could be that way for life," I would have chosen that. And like I said, I don't honestly know if I would touch it. I'd like to think I could make it a committment, but I don't want to claim it for life and then break it one day and beat myself up over it. :[
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