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[rosiedoes]

Okay, I've been wanting to say this for a while, and now is the perfect time to say it.

I'm going to say this once and say it very, very clearly:

I am a fiercely, fiercely loyal person. If you are my friend, I'd give you my last penny and fight to the death for you - until you disappoint me. If you fuck with my friends, you fuck with me. If you show yourself to be something less than I believed you to be - if you are two faced, spineless or prejudiced, or if you side with bullies - I will FUCK. YOU. UP.

I will stand by my friends through anything while they are deserving of it, but I've had a lot of practise at cutting people out of my life and I will do it with no remorse whatsoever if you give me a reason.

I might like you, I may even love some of you (and I do), but I don't need people who choose not to live up to the respect I give them.

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[anjak-j.livejournal.com]

Awwwwww shit... *snuggles*

Y'know, I think that is why when it comes down to the real stuff, I find it easier to talk to you than a lot of other people. We've both been through a lot of shit - and no matter how many times people ask me if I would change the things that have happened - as tempting as it is, I wouldn't. For exactly the reason you have just said. It has made me who I am, and after years of being made to feel small and unworthy, I finally have some peace and like who I am. I could have just rolled over and died - fuck that. And if what I've been through helps others, well it is worth it.

[rosiedoes.livejournal.com]

Exactly.

What makes you different makes you beautiful; what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

This song is one of the things that gets me through the day, sometimes. There are elements of self-doubt in it, but ultimately, it just makes me feel happier and uplifted.

I think you should download it.

[anjak-j.livejournal.com]

That is a fucking great song. I actually Googled the lyrics as well, and I see what you mean about the self-doubt in there. But yeah, it is uplifting too.

Thanks for that. ♥

[rosiedoes.livejournal.com]

No problem. That's Patrick in there doing the backing vocals as well.

They take some time to manage the Happy About Stupid Shit in their songs, but Motion City Soundtrack are pretty awesome.

Get the albums, if you can. I'd send you them but my connection is fucked.