Note how I post this in my own LJ, not on sherlockbbc.

[rosiedoes]

I feel like I'm slacking, not having started my fic, yet.

I haven't really had any inspiration, yet - I've got the ideas, but not the framework. Some of my best fics have come from prompts (see: Hedonism), but those are far from forthcoming, unless I want to write porn. Which, incidentally, I do not.

I'm so exhausted lately, that I barely have the energy to think about these things at all...

God, I need a job with reasonable hours. I get in later now than I did living in London. It takes me longer to get home 1.7miles than it did 6 miles in London. What the shit is this, Brighton?

Plus, the ridiculous migrating joint pain has settled; at all my major joints, but mostly my knees, which now experience a sharp, radiating pain whenever I stand up, sit down or use stairs. Really, it's just in the moment in which pressure is put on the knee to bend at the right angle or take the weight but it is absolutely excruciating. I almost cried trying to get off the sofa and had to hop down the steps on the bus earlier (because at that point, right knee had not set in).

The left knee set in randomly at work this afternoon. Right elbow has been painful for days, but this morning it was so bad I didn't have the control to brush my hair and had to do it left handed.

I swear to God, it's like my body is deliberately fucking with me.

I'm going to go to sleep, if I show signs of stirring, in the morning, please smother me. Thanks.

Comments

[miscellanny.livejournal.com]

Erk, dude, I'm so sorry you're in pain. I hope it improves. :/

[rosiedoes.livejournal.com]

Thanks, hon.

At least it doesn't hurt when I lie down. Should be able to get some sleep.

[anjak-j.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that you're exhausted so much and in pain like that to boot. I can truly sympathise with both.

IIRC, it is you who has the funky hypermobility dealie going on with your joints..? If so, has that ever caused this kind of pain before?

Anyway, I hope your body stops fucking with you soon. *hugs gently*

[rosiedoes.livejournal.com]

Yep, that's me. Basically all my major joints are wrong so I'm overly bendy. My knees are visibly wrong - if I stand with my knees together you could fit a third foot between mine.

There's nothing I can do about it, except work on building up the muscles.

[vinylsigns.livejournal.com]

Body pain of argh needs to fuck right off :|

[rosiedoes.livejournal.com]

I know, man. I work on the first and second floors of a building with no lift, too. Yay.