This sucks.
Monday, 27 November 2006 10:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
rosiedoesSo, I wanted to come home tonight and make a big thank you post for all the birthday wishes, and say what a great time I had, yesterday...
...but this evening has been one massive pile of fuckup and I just feel utterly miserable.
I had a crap time at Circle (not anything anyone did, just internal stuff); I think I really upset someone, but I don't know for sure and I just feel really paranoid and guilty; I feel like someone else is messing with me and if they are, I'll be really hurt; and then there's That Atlantis Rumour and it's making me so fucking miserable.
Everything that's planned for the rest of the season and into season four make me want to stab TPTB in the face.
I may actually stop watching - and considering the last thing I said was that I was in love with the show again... well. You can imagine how strongly I feel. They keep on taking away the things and characters that I love most about it. What is the point in carrying on if they're going to do that? I don't want one more fucking woman on the show, let alone that ugly, toothy bitch from Firefly. I have no words for how much I hate her. Seriously.
And Carter! Why, why, why must we have her on Atlantis when all she'll be there for is to make Rodney look small? This is Rodney's castle, now, you can't have her overthrow him.
I am so angry and disappointed beyond belief. After the complete mess that was season two, and the return to form of most of season three, so far, I really hoped things were going to go right. Instead what do we have? We have cast changes again, a character who is really liked by a lot of people (and if you're one of the people who doesn't like him, say nothing because I WILL defriend you) possibly killed off, but certainly going; characters NO ONE seriously wants to see on Atlantis moving in what sounds like permanently, purely to undermine the lead characters we have grown to love! It's not fucking fair.
If I wanted to watch SG-1, I would watch SG-1 (or at least until they brought in Vala - since then I would rather have died) - this is Atlantis. This was our show. This is not fucking on.
If you don't mind spoilers, and haven't seen it already - please go here and do what you can. For me.
I need to go and cry now.
...but this evening has been one massive pile of fuckup and I just feel utterly miserable.
I had a crap time at Circle (not anything anyone did, just internal stuff); I think I really upset someone, but I don't know for sure and I just feel really paranoid and guilty; I feel like someone else is messing with me and if they are, I'll be really hurt; and then there's That Atlantis Rumour and it's making me so fucking miserable.
Everything that's planned for the rest of the season and into season four make me want to stab TPTB in the face.
I may actually stop watching - and considering the last thing I said was that I was in love with the show again... well. You can imagine how strongly I feel. They keep on taking away the things and characters that I love most about it. What is the point in carrying on if they're going to do that? I don't want one more fucking woman on the show, let alone that ugly, toothy bitch from Firefly. I have no words for how much I hate her. Seriously.
And Carter! Why, why, why must we have her on Atlantis when all she'll be there for is to make Rodney look small? This is Rodney's castle, now, you can't have her overthrow him.
I am so angry and disappointed beyond belief. After the complete mess that was season two, and the return to form of most of season three, so far, I really hoped things were going to go right. Instead what do we have? We have cast changes again, a character who is really liked by a lot of people (and if you're one of the people who doesn't like him, say nothing because I WILL defriend you) possibly killed off, but certainly going; characters NO ONE seriously wants to see on Atlantis moving in what sounds like permanently, purely to undermine the lead characters we have grown to love! It's not fucking fair.
If I wanted to watch SG-1, I would watch SG-1 (or at least until they brought in Vala - since then I would rather have died) - this is Atlantis. This was our show. This is not fucking on.
If you don't mind spoilers, and haven't seen it already - please go here and do what you can. For me.
I need to go and cry now.