I'm going to complain about stuff that isn't fandom, in this one.

Argh. After the Random Rash Of Death and the swollen neck and the damaged connective tissue in my shoulder and my bad...skeletal make up... I made it back to roller derby tonight to find that I appear to be coming down with a chest... thing. It feels like pop-rocks in my lungs, which usually heralds a chest infection and I've been hacking my lungs up all evening.

Goddammit. I'm already on antibiotics - how can this be possible?!

On the plus side, despite feeling like shit, I still managed 19 laps in five minutes. Which for a first attempt isn't bad. Even our coach struggled to get 25 today, I think.

Thank fuck I have a pre-booked doctor's appointment... seven hours from now.

D:

Need to sleep, but fandom keeps poking me and asking me to coat it in battery acid again... :|

Er, fandom:

YOUR A-LEVEL RESULTS HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH SHERLOCK.

FUCK OFF.

Note how I post this in my own LJ, not on sherlockbbc.

I feel like I'm slacking, not having started my fic, yet.

I haven't really had any inspiration, yet - I've got the ideas, but not the framework. Some of my best fics have come from prompts (see: Hedonism), but those are far from forthcoming, unless I want to write porn. Which, incidentally, I do not.

I'm so exhausted lately, that I barely have the energy to think about these things at all...

God, I need a job with reasonable hours. I get in later now than I did living in London. It takes me longer to get home 1.7miles than it did 6 miles in London. What the shit is this, Brighton?

Plus, the ridiculous migrating joint pain has settled; at all my major joints, but mostly my knees, which now experience a sharp, radiating pain whenever I stand up, sit down or use stairs. Really, it's just in the moment in which pressure is put on the knee to bend at the right angle or take the weight but it is absolutely excruciating. I almost cried trying to get off the sofa and had to hop down the steps on the bus earlier (because at that point, right knee had not set in).

The left knee set in randomly at work this afternoon. Right elbow has been painful for days, but this morning it was so bad I didn't have the control to brush my hair and had to do it left handed.

I swear to God, it's like my body is deliberately fucking with me.

I'm going to go to sleep, if I show signs of stirring, in the morning, please smother me. Thanks.