I claim edge. I never really wanted to do any of that stuff before, but after living with a drunken mom since I was ten (so for five years now), I know first-hand what kind of negative effects drugs and alcohol have on your loved ones, and pretty much anyone around you.
After going to my mom's rehab (she's been four times I think?) and seeing all the druggies and alcoholics and hearing their stories, I made a promise to myself and my friends that I would never do any of that, ever. It's so unappealing. Not only that, but it's been proven that alcoholism runs through families, and I'm afraid that if I started, I might not have any self-control, like my mother. =/
What I hate is that I can't really remember what she was like before. It kills me. All I know is this woman. I'm pretty sure I liked the other one though. I don't know how to get her back.
My real dad was an alcoholic (he's not anymore) and it's ironic because that's partly why my mom divorced him.
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on 2008-11-03 03:27 am (UTC)After going to my mom's rehab (she's been four times I think?) and seeing all the druggies and alcoholics and hearing their stories, I made a promise to myself and my friends that I would never do any of that, ever. It's so unappealing. Not only that, but it's been proven that alcoholism runs through families, and I'm afraid that if I started, I might not have any self-control, like my mother. =/
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on 2008-11-03 03:28 am (UTC)And it's fucked up watching it change people.
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on 2008-11-03 03:34 am (UTC)My real dad was an alcoholic (he's not anymore) and it's ironic because that's partly why my mom divorced him.
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on 2008-11-03 03:38 am (UTC)Good on you, dude. I know you can stick to it. ♥
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on 2008-11-03 03:45 am (UTC)