This Is Not A Democracy

Since distortedmya hasn't been around, I'm really struggling to write.

I feel like Fear of the Dark part three was dropped when I got it out of the sink and is now in a thousand pieces and I hace noe idea which part should go where.

I usually start my timelines after writing the story, to keep track of what happened, but Im having to write it in advance, this time, to fit it all together and work put what I need to do. Some of it will be repurposed from the eight thousand words or so that I already have, but I really think I need some new scenes which tie the Patroh thread with the magic thread. Something to prepare for part four, which is when the mystical shit hits the proverbial fan.

TWNW 21 is also proving tough to hit the right tone on. I know what essentially needs to happen, but getting it there is tricky, which is why I'm working on FOTD.

I guess it's a kind of writer's block and I just need some time away from it. Maybe this weekend I'll do some of my Bardic Grade coursework, instead.

Also, tomorrow is Bear's and my fourth anniversary. FOUR YEARS. He remains my adorable little bucket of dad jokes and cute aggression.

It's posted.

Oh dear.

If this scene stays in the fic, you are never going be able to see the word "cagoule" without cringing ever again.

Bahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahaha!

The Mpreg briefly hit 45,000 words and 100 pages, yesterday.

And then I deleted a huge chunk, so now I'm working back up to it. I tell you this, though: this fic is going to be EPIC.

EPIC, I TELL YOU.

I wish it was a fic I could post chaptered, but it really wouldn't work.

Especially considering the fact taht I need to get TWNW posted. Chapter fourteen has, frankly, been a right bastard. Gah.

Want to hear something funny?


I just revised the plan for TWNW12. And you know what I'm doing? FOLLOWING ON FROM VERSION ONE.



:|


Fuck you, mojo, fuck you.

TWNW #9 - 3,700, so far. It's taking for fucking ever. I have cut and reinstated about 2,000 words of this chapter at various points.

It is now 1.26am and I have to go to bed - right in the middle of a pivotal scene. Goddamn it.

But yeah. It's coming.